enjoying the ride.......

today i find myself smack dab in the middle of one doozie of a week!  i knew it was going to be a very busy week with each day carefully planned to fit it all in..........then we had one unexpected POW hit us - adding yet another task to an already overpacked week.  but its all ok.

i realize that i enjoy the ride of a crazy week.  during the days leading up to it...and while i'm barreling through it...i'm stressed and tired and complaining about it - but when its over - i find it miss it.  dont get me wrong - i enjoy the day after...when there is nothing to do...i can revel in the void of activity (esp if its on a day when i'm not working and the boys are in school!) but i soon find that i am itching for something to get started again.  i find i'll want to plan a get together - or organize an event - or start a project...just to get that rush of adrenaline that comes from zooming towards a deadline.

i just can't decide whether that is a good thing or a not so good thing.

hmmm - even as i am sitting here at the computer pondering this - i can't decide.

so i'm not going to think about it - i'm just going to buckle in and go    

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